I know it's almost been 20 months since my last blog! It's crazy how time flies away from us, we let our lives get so busy and we forget what is important! I am learning how much it's NOT about me! But its about the people around me... What are we doing to help someone? How are we impacting someones life on a day to day basis? Do you awake in the morning and think about all God has blessed you with or do we wake up thinking... negative thoughts? I am not any better than anyone else with these things. But I WANT to be better!
A few weeks ago I was a bitter, selfish, hurt, scared, and scarred person! But I woke up... and I don't mean woke up in the sense of waking up from sleeping. But I mean I WOKE up! I think different! I talk different! I hear different! I see different! I am changed, and it's all because of a choice I made. I decided I want to be HAPPY despite what I am going through, despite what the doctors and the enemy tells me... I am going to stand firm! I am going to believe God, not only for my blessings but other the blessings of others! I want to make a difference in this world and in peoples lives. But not for my glory or for my benefit, but because I truly want to see people understand and experience the Love of our Almighty God! He is our Provider, our Comforter, our Healer, our Redeemer, our Constant help in time of need, our Refuge, our Soon Coming King, our HE IS and always will BE! You get what I am saying? I am not the best at writing and putting everything I am thinking into words So, I said all of that to say this... Give your needs to God and learn the freedom of trusting Him, but don't stop there. Believe with someone else for their needs! There is freedom in reaching out to someone else who is hurting! TRY IT!
Instead of having negative energy, take the energy and time you spend being worried or afraid or hurt and use that along with your bitterness turn that towards the enemy and rebuke him! Give him NO glory by turning your Pain into someones JOY!!!!! Also, remember this... someone out there is going through the same or close to the same thing you might be facing or worse for that matter! Connect with someone and be encouraged by those around you! And by the power of prayer, we all have a voice. Speak up and be heard!
Please ignore my horrible grammar and punctuation:)